as of late: working late hours, getting bits and pieces done, some big chunks here and there. crossing things off the list everyday.
anxieties: no letter yet, graduating before i even realize that im a senior, wondering where my last semester went, not photographing enough, not running enough.. any more, not saying thank you enough... to EVERYONE who is coming out to my show and who supports me every day with little doses or encouragement and love.. it means more than i can express. i am afraid i will never know what i want to do with my life. and i mean NEVER. scary. life is scary.
realizations: being independent, relying on only myself will never go out of style, i want to grow everyday.
gratitudes: this time last year i was sick, i didnt know why, and i continued to be sick for months and on medications for months, im glad its over, and am glad i am healthy through this stressful time. for the new faces and voices in my life.
frustrations: you cant always get what you want, sometimes you have to just let things go, no matter how much effort you put in, or want to put in, somethings just cant happen. deal with it.
hopes: for the image in my head to be conveyed and executed as well as it can be. to feel good about what i show and to not hate every stitch of it because of all the mistakes. its my first time making a line, there will be mistakes. again, deal with it. that i will be able to sleep right now.
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