Fulfillment is a lot easier said than done these days. today. today was not fulfilling. i suppose days like today are needed to make tomorrow that much better. but what if there was no tomorrow, would i be happy with what i did today? no. i guess the point makes itself then.

I am confused as to why i wanted so badly to return, there is nothing here for me. I can't keep doing this. It will surely be damaging in the long run. I am already planning my escape. Planning to vanish sooner than later.


thought: its sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.


I want to be so many things. New things flash into my head everyday. I need to make a master plan on how to successfully be every one of those things.

a trend that seems to be happening consistently is a closeness. a tighter bond that I have ever felt before. An honesty... understanding... openness... an unbreakable tie that only gets tighter as lifes journey kicks into full gear. A ridiculous unconditional love that keeps me sane, keeps me believing, keeps me inspired.