my mind runs. constantly.

Currently: I don't want to graduate without doing every possibly thing I've ever wanted to do while in college. I don't want this chapter of my life to end with me saying.. "I really wish I.."

Tackling: Documenting the lives of design majors, to give outsiders a tangible look at what is it we do. Hoping to promote others respect and understanding of what is involved in such a lifestyle choice. I may not know how to do this, but somehow it will be conquered.

Uncertainties: May 17th 2010 is to me as January 1 2012 is to others.

Routine: "Im going to Egypt" has become a natural sentence to spit out. When will this spit up turn into reality.. probably sooner than I am mentally prepared for.

Insiprartions: Anisa Phillips. Her creativity and confidence are things that I aspire to have. The confidence to KNOW that I am capable of anything she was to throw at me. The trust she instilled in me to create and install such works of art lead to an amazing realization that I can do anything. Im still working on the part where I actually trust myself. 

Hopes: To rid myself of prescriptions and sooth my anxiety, sleeplessness and migraines with a focused mind on making my imaginaries tangible.

Goals: Running list x2 every morning. Which means its time for a new list. His voice once pumped me up, now it just makes me want to punch him in the face.

Ironies: How an ex-boyfriend sings about his ex-girlfriend calling him an "asshole", when thats the only word to describe how this ex-girlfriend feels about another ex-boyfriend of hers. make sense?

"you're an asshole, was the last thing that she said"